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Blue Dream At the end of the day I wondered if I had ingested acid. I was sitting at a table loaded with food and afraid to stand. I cleared and cleaned up, mostly. I was slightly stupid. Stupefied. I was uncertain about where I was (a traveler’s hotel’s common kitchen. Knowing I was 20’ from and directly in front of a security camera created self-consciousness. Early afternoon session I smoked 3 rounds with a single pass glass cigarette. Burning man. Particularly hot from lips to lungs with the peppery terpenoids. i slo-mo I was out and about on an electric scooter and iPhone 11 Pro. Back and forth with the scooter app and phone photography, video, especially slo-mo selfie’s. A.I. The scooter app invites interest and interaction. I was thinking. Blue Dream got my brain focused and inspired, creative though more mechanical and fix-it, improvement oriented than painting emotions for example. Juicing The phone battery tanked faster than the scooter. I felt afraid that the phone would poop out before I could end the ride with the app. Had I been more clear thinking I would have been relaxed about the problems, technical issues that I was obsessed with. I felt compelled to get one more photo, send one more email... and my brain could not make the leap back a step to see the big picture; I was only a block from home base; how important is this video app photo email scooter project ? Context I had a couple months of work with no relief in a prohibition state. Back in Stumptown less than a week: house and job and business and art studio uncertainty and excitement galore. Vape I ordered a Davinci IQ2 yesterday. I watched a slew of YouTube comparisons. IQ2 and Zeus were eluding me at dispensary and glass heads. Really, I wanted a fresh flower tide-me-over. The budtender said they had just put this one out, harvest date late October and it is now late February. I used a quartz cigarette in a wooden box. Smoking is too hot. Final Exam I left the stinky dog roommate to shower. Backpack/homeless/bike tourist. Hey, I love vagabond times. And ... enough gossip. So I left the room in haste and forgot the card key. Short term memory jumble is common for this stoner. I picked up a new card and went to the garden and built a small, adequate fire in the fire thingy. Inspiration and action typified Blue Dream time. Social Balance I feel good about my interactions with a variety of people and situations in bd time. I felt confident and conscious about balancing not bullying and dominating or unnecessarily avoiding conversation. I did think of myself as superior at times - unhealthy inflated ego. Body Twitching Sitting at a table with more food than I wanted, I was aware of muscles shaking loose from the skeleton. My body is 55’ish active and youthful. Daily meditation and yoga, organic, fresh, raw... My body/mind/emotion/spirit continuum has been banged and confused, knocked down and overwhelmed, stretched too thin and compressed to far. Blue Dream had a unique unlocking effect.