D........h

i am ab ease coast (NYC) ~"pot snob". I smoke avidly. smoking the strand right now. n well, I feel noormal but it's easier to deal with. I am feeling &lonely and horny. I never feel 🔥 after a situation in my youth but now I'm day dreaming about some sexy thing coming to the door and just aggressively taking it right there, just throw my ass in the floor and rip my panties off. whoa... that's very wild for me, being a dorky ass Russian-American single mother of a 4 year old daughter I'm always overwhelmed and stressed busy Adulting, even in my sleep!!! besides thinking about the D I feel energetic and Focused. oh I ate really really good too.

Avid smoker/pot snob, vape and flower 24/7 after finding out that I had stage 3 Thyroid Cancer, metastasized to para thyroid- began smoking and doing well after 2 years… thank pot! -Cantaloupe crush vape was sent to me to Bronx NY, from a friend in Cleveland Ohio… I’ll let you how know the tasting goes (- I have no information about this vape or it’s Chem composition, I just want plain the not delta 8 or thc-I… cross my fingers…. Because of the sickness I do a lot of research and tasting. I should review more strains first time doing a “blind” strain test) Anyway- My first pull- very fruity terpines, (I set my vape low because my throat is sore from the surgeries, medication and radio iodine cocktails so the first pull was a bit harsh) I took the second pull longer, deeper and exhaled, a third and began working on my computer, I became relaxed and wasn’t worrying too much UNTIL I called my ex and talked my ass off. I talked for a long time, no anger, wasn’t as serious as normal and even accidentally charming him into thinking he had a chance at getting back together. I realized the smoke had me feeling really good so I had given him a 45 minute conversation but had the fuckits so the voice in my head was like “hey! F* it I’ll deal with it later” and passed out. The end. Let me clear things up with my ex and Back awake to smoke again. Afghan kush tonight… BD.

Thyroid cancer this year, so I’ve tried alot of strains looking for help with anxiety, appetite issues, pain and sleep issues- depression was the worst part of having cancer in the place that controls your hormones and appetite…. I usually smoke vape pen but today wanted flower… smells rotten/cheesey in the most beautiful of ways and very uplifting. Chilled out and even took a bath, sat, smoked and soaked in my tub with my “smoking buddy”.

So I stopped at the dispensary on 3rd and 114th in Harlem NYC to grab a king Louis cartridge for my pen, I had done my homework and knew what strain I needed for my thyroid disease BUT! They were practically sold out of all oils and had only a dozen different strains of the glo cartridges, $50 a piece. You can’t pull your phone out so I’m standing there looking, this was a pleasant surprise! From the first hit you can feel a nice relaxed euphoric body high. After 3 pulls the stress of the day had melted away and for a moment I wasn’t a bitchy single Milf with 3 year old gifted little lady and the frustration of no dick in months… I was at peace for a moment. Did all the extra nice mommy stuff, We made a banana split sundae after the munchies kicked in. Awesome for single mothers at night or during relaxed family days… I also bought forbidden fruit vape oil and then Hindu Kush in flower so I will review those also- Breah from the BX