Headspace
5/30/2022
This stain forces you to process trauma in a healthy way, You WILL cry. If you haven’t cried smoking this strain of marijuana it’s safe to assume you didn’t smoke the right amount(for you). The high that I got from this strain is insanely levelheaded. I feel like I’m in a euphoric strong headspace (lol) and feel a bit more confident- I have the ability to workout, move, drive, and smoke a bit before work to set the mood(todays a good day)..but once the high is almost over man oh man here come the water works. I feel it overstimulates me to come down off this strain as it’s overly relaxing. I suffer from PTSD, panic disorder, and chronic pain. Which with all of those combined typically leaves me naturally tense (just not b**chy) I feel human, this strain is almost therapeutic to experience. To my surprise it also smelled like my childhood. I did grow up in an area where people openly consumed cannabis in the community (lmaoooo) and we all know each strain has a different smell when you exhale the smoke. It made me feel comfort for a moment in time, it has helped me process a lot of the trauma I experienced in foster care. Can I personally give a handshake to the individual who created this strain? To process things my brain has subconsciously stuffed away without forcing a therapist to listen to me has been so healing. YEARS of EMDR has not helped me mentally process what this strain has done for me in ONE WEEK. I’m so personally happy with this strain but like I said the unhigh is soooo stressful to comedown from, it’s not an even process I will say that. I am almost instantly high after completing a bowl of this strain but the intense drop for me personally drops me back into reality far too quick for comfort thankfully you can babysit this strain 😊-
If I had to describe exactly one feeling that I got from the actual high strain, personally. I felt like a healthy adult. I’ve never been able to say those words. Every strain has their things, though the end of the high this strain offers is an actual MENTAL BREAKTHROUGH -I thankfully have a supportive partner who has been helpful and supportive during these RANDOM crying episodes after smoking (LOL AGAIN I CANT BELIEVE IM CRYING OVER WEED)